17 - fucking hot

Troi nong wa. fucking hot , fucking tired, fucking hot, fucking annoyed, fucking hot, fucking sleepy, fucking hot, fucking stressed, fucking hot, fucking disappointed, fucking hot, fucking lost

FCUK - what else do I fcuk?

16 - >:P

I hate life,
I hate heat,
I hate exams,
I hate assignments,
I hate tiredness,
I hate myself,
I hate you.

15- someone...or someones

Today I talked to someone. And I realized I miss him so much, his way of cheering me up.

Sometimes a talk with someone just make u realize life is so ugly yet it can be so meaningful. Maybe not so meaningful for someone stupid like me.

Why do you sound so angry today? it feels frustrated, when I try to make things happy, but I can't. There's always something wrong. It's something I asked, or a topic I suggested. I don't know if you're angry or tired or both, for me, I feel depressed as hell.

14 - ....

Lan dau tien thuc toi 7h sang la hinh nhu cach day vai thang, khi lau lam roi chua thuc qua dem toi sang.

Luc do cam thay vui vui, nhung cung met lam vi rang thuc ma. Luc di ngu, ngu ngon oi la ngon.

Roi sau do minh ko thuc nua.

Cho toi vai thang sau...ko nho dc la lan cuoi di ngu truoc 12h la khi nao. Ko nho dc lan cuoi ko co cam giac thuc khuya la khi nao. Hinh nhu tai vi ngay nao cung...3-4-5-6-7h sang.

Nhieu khi co cam giac minh cung ko biet duoc gioi han cua nhung cai khung ma minh co the lam :-s

13 - Noi Tieng Viet ha

Cong nhan minh la ng khoai nghi xa, nghi toan nhung thu impossible, kho co the xay ra. Nhung ko phai vi impossible ma ko nghi, chinh vi ng ta ko bao h nghi toi nen ng ta moi cho rang no la impossible. Nhung that ra ko co cai j la impossible het, chi la viec do co duoc goi la thong thuong hay ko ma thoi, nhung neu ko ai nghi toi, ko ai cho do la viec nen suy nghi/dang suy nghi/co the xay ra, thi dan dan no se tro thanh mot viec ko nen suy nghi/ko dang suy nghi/ko the xay ra. Boi vay, khai niem 'impossible' la hoan toan ko ton tai, vi no hoan toan co the xay ra, hoan toan possible, nhung ma tai vi nguoi ta ko nghi toi nen nguoi ta cho la ko the xay ra.

Nay gio long vong van chua vo chu de chinh. Chu de chinh la se ban luan ve cai viec ma minh nghi toi, do la cai viec ma moi nguoi cho rang la impossible, nhung minh van nghi toi, ko phai la vi minh cho rang no la possible (nhung cung co the la vay), ma la vi minh luc nao cung nghi toi tat ca moi thu (nhung viec nay ko dong nghia voi viec minh se lam cho no xay ra). Chu de chinh la nghi toi viec abortion. Ngay xua, suy nghi theo huong rach roi trang/den, cai gi cung co dung/sai, nen/ko nen, co ly/ko co ly, nen quyet dinh moi viec nhanh gon le lam. Neu lo co accidental pregnancy, da goi la accidental, thi giu lam gi? Viec nen lam la abortion, vi tat nhien neu ko muon co con, ma neu lo co tai nan, thi se ko the nao nuoi con dc. Nhung ma bi h thi lai nghi khac. Neu ngay xua ly do ko nen la hoan toan vi ly tri, vi do la viec nen lam, vi do la viec dung, hop ly, vi nuoi con khi ko chuan bi san sang la hoan toan ngu ngoc, thi bi h ly do cho viec ko nen lam lai hoan toan quai di. Ly do la vi neu quyet dinh sinh con, do se la ko cong bang neu nhu minh quyet dinh chuyen sinh ra cua mot ng nao do. Nhung nghi di nghi lai, co ai duoc quyen quyet dinh se sinh ra dau? Neu nhu co su cong bang tuyet doi, thi chac chan se ko bao gio co loai nguoi, vi ai cung nghi mot cach tinh tao, thi se ko ai dam tu minh quyet dinh chuyen sinh tu cho nguoi khac, boi vay se ko ai dam co can dam sinh con va nuoi con.

Nhung ma con 1 cai suy nghi khac con tham chi manh hon. Do la su luong lu. Tu dung nghi toi viec cai quyet dinh do se kho khan nhu the nao neu nhu do la cua mot nguoi minh yeu that su. Neu do la su ket hop giua 2 nguoi, la 1 phan cua co the, la ket qua cua mot hanh dong cua tinh yeu, la su gap go "one-in-a-million" xet theo khia canh sinh hoc, la su phat trien 1 cach kho hieu cua mot phan ung sinh hoc tu nhung sinh vat khong he co tinh cach, suy nghi, chieu sau noi tam, neu suy nghi toi tung chi tiet nhu vay, thi ai co du can dam quay lai ly tri?

10- Media Kit

urggg I hate u. Don't know wha to do. Had a meeting with 'client' today and all I could remember is "this is the 1st tour launched in VN". Period. Everything now is 1st time, no one dares to say there has been a campaign before. huhu, what am I supposed to write for those media & press releases????????????????????

12 - Sinking...

U say u don't want to live. U hate life.

But you can't stop doing the assignment. U can't stop going to toilet. U can't stop eating. U can't stop breathing.

See the irony?

11 - sinking

I didn't know it turns out to be this way.

Drifting and sinking, without any attempt to lift myself up.

Maybe I didn't prepare for these situations, for the very likeness of them.

So I'd better do nothing.

10 - drifting

What exactly is drifting?

its the feeling that we no longer care, no longer get sad, no longer get angry... just purely moving on, while accepting sth has been lost...

we may still breathe, but its just for drifting away...

9

I'm so god-dammned tired.

8 - distance

In a long-distance relationship, it is so easy to fall victim to little troubles. So easy to feel disheartened by disconnected Internet or phoneline. So easy to feel angry with the time difference that does not allow chatting. So easy to feel frustrated when you're so tired and you're waiting for someone.

But why is it so difficult to relive the positive feelings that used to come frequently? Listening to a song or reading a book does not cheer you up when you're disconnected from the Internet. That's so stupid. It is stupid to forget about the real connection between you and that person and instead focus on the trivial problems. It is so stupid to look at details and neglect your feelings. True, very difficult to remain positive, but since when everything worth to do is easy?